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Monday early morning. 12:44am. Why the hell am I not sleeping?
Am I still thinking over Man Utd's poor game against Reading. Probably not. Am I still thinking over why the hell did I still miss training on Friday. Yep. But that's not what I want to talk about.
I feel like I am missing something in my life right now, for whatever I do, it doesnt seem right.
It's like a piece of a puzzle, gone missing. In the search for this piece of puzzle, I would do anything to identify it, and to get it. For those who can read the meaning under the meaning of the meaning which I am meaning, you would get what I am meaning. Thus, if you can't get the meaning under the meaning of the meaning which I am meaning, you won't get what I am meaning.
I feel empty without that piece of puzzle. Like a hamburger without meat patty. Chicken Rice without chicken. Pork Chop without Pork. That seems so weird isnt it? That's what I am feeling inside me all the time. Would I ever find out what it is? Time would. I know I will. Why? Because I know I will. ;)
Anyway I will definitely be going to training tomorrow. That's a MUST! I worked my ass out to get into the team, I musn't get kicked out because I skipped training. That's just poor! Come On Si Yuan! Get your ass working! Make the grass be wet with your sweat! Tear a muscle or two!(Maybe not). Bust A Blood Vessel if you must!(No!)
That's all folks
Good Night
(November 20, eh?)
SiYuan at 12:50 AM
Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz
Well.. I really am that sinful..
SiYuan at 3:23 AM I don't know what to say.
The week has been a whirl.
A real whirl. Like a spinning tornado that takes you so fast your socks gets twisted out.
It spun me like a top. Knowing no directions to go. Randomly spinning. Forever spinning. At least for that week.
Sometimes things are great. Sometimes things will really suck. Sometimes things are really great. Sometimes things really suck.
Had everything been great. Something which is slightly lesser than great would be considered as bad. Thus, what is the definition for things?
Look things in such a way. That for everything that is bad, you know that you have felt something better before. This is not a sign of pessimist, but always prepare for the worst. It's always good to play safe. Don't throw caution to the wind. Unless it's the last option you have.
Although sometimes risks will play well too. The higher the risk, the better the benefit. However, the higher the risk, the worser you will lose. And as you start losing, all kinds of hope, you start disintegrating, into smaller and smaller pieces. Until one day you lose all kind of control of yourself, and sooner or later you will fall into the mental asylum.
I hope that anyone who reads this post do try to live life better. Because you only live as this person once. You don't get a "Game Over" Do you like to try again?.
That's all folks
Good Afternoon. Will post again soon.
SiYuan at 1:28 PM The day started frigging cold.
I reached school pretty late.
It started raining during the afternoon, it was really friggin cold.
PE first lesson, and already the effect is chilling. We toyed with the other team. Then it was IT. I mean. who was the idiot who came up with the timetable?
IT class right after PE. When you are wet, cold, and smelly. You go into an aircon room. It's like WTF? Again I surfed the net there.. Took a few pictures.. And left for English. Mrs Singh was in a good mood today.
Then PE I played with JunHao against Justin,Glenn and Eugene. It's obvious the odds are stacked up against me. Then Ian joined in 1/2 way through. We beat them^^ I felt really euphorical.
Then 4 periods of IT special room classes. Literature and Maths. It started raining heavily and it really was frigging cold inside. I mean it! You can ask 2E5 or 2T1. They were inside the other 2 rooms.
Then I went home, in the rainy and cold weather. Then surfed the net for a while at home.. Juggled the ball for a while.. Then I packed my bag and went for training.
Tried to buy a newspaper on the way, Not only was I 5ct short, I missed the bus as well. The next bus came about 10 minutes later. Damn. Went to Turf City bus stop and saw Henry and Bakheri talking loudly. I mean really loudly. Everyone in the bus station was looking at them. I don't feel embarassed to have 2 African friends(3 if you count Jia Hui actually). There was alot of Special Ops people in the Bus Interchange. I wonder why. IMF Delegates walking thru? Or was there a tip-off that a terrorist would be there.
I didn't want to know.
Went for training in the frigging cold weather. It was pretty fun at first. Then during the breaks I heard Yazi talking to Adrian, Ben, and Viet about the matches.. Then talked to the other guys about matches as well. I was waiting for my turn but it never came. No problem. I'll ask him later.
During the training match I had wanted to play as a midfielder or a striker. But that motherfucker Viet put me at defender. The other members, selfishly wanting to play a up-position agreed. I was like what the fuck? I mean I was faster than the entire team and they wanted me to play defence. No problem then. I dribbled the ball out mostly and set up 2 goals. Nearly scoring one. I felt that I did quite well. Except for the throw-ins part. I lifted my leg for about an inch from ground. Bakheri made me repeat throwing ins.
After the match I approached Yazi, regarding the weekend matches. I wasn't chosen. Why?
Due to the fact that I did not attend last week's training. I was really hit straight in the face. The others were chosen OVER me because they attended last week's training. I went silent suddenly and sobbed silently inside my heart. I really wanted to play the weekend match!
Why?? Why??
Anyway I went silent all the way home. I am still right now.. Feeling really blue and cold..
That's all folks
Good night
SiYuan at 8:21 PM
SiYuan at 6:16 AM This isnt even fucking funny
Whoever the fuck you are taking my identity for the last 5 days.
Dont' be such a coward and hide behind those monitor and those nerd glasses.
Post as whoever the fuck you are.
You wimp.
I think your mom will be wetting herself to find such a guy for her son.
SiYuan at 2:13 AM I've recently adopted the attitude of disliking people whom I dislike. Real simple. Yeah.
I went to Sushi Tei with BH and family today. And I ate realll full. I mean, I looked like I was 3 months too pregnant. Alright. Im sorry for insulting pregnant women. I dont mean it really. But I was really so full my stomach bulged. Not a problem though. A few trips to the toilet later and it's settled.
I've overcame my fear of the scary Wasabe. I mean. It's just green.. and really gets into your nose. It doesnt now. Though Im still not a fan of it.
After that they shopped for Frederick's gift.
An incident that happened earlier (sorry my memories backtrack).
Well.. It's not exactly an incident. It's just something worth a mention. Hey. Maybe it isnt worth a mention at all.
Well. I'll post little bits of it daily, and see if people are patient enough to mix everything up. This passage will be changed to another language. Just so that people who browse through my page wouldn't attempt to find out what it is.
"Yun Sheng, ese individuo, fue a pedir a pescados algo. No estuve trastornado con él. Apenas me disturban. "
Translation's gotta be a bit weird. I won't tell you why. Dont' ask me.
Dont' ask if you want no lies.
I don't know if what I did for the past few months were right or not. I thought I kept ... in the dark all the time. Surprisingly, it was quite the opposite. Very much that as well. And well.. the verdict was quite expected of. I'm not exactly ready to hear that. But well. I don't want to say anything right now alright.
Im not ready.
That's all folks
Good Night.(Lonely night.)
SiYuan at 11:10 PM
Am I still thinking over Man Utd's poor game against Reading. Probably not. Am I still thinking over why the hell did I still miss training on Friday. Yep. But that's not what I want to talk about.
I feel like I am missing something in my life right now, for whatever I do, it doesnt seem right.
It's like a piece of a puzzle, gone missing. In the search for this piece of puzzle, I would do anything to identify it, and to get it. For those who can read the meaning under the meaning of the meaning which I am meaning, you would get what I am meaning. Thus, if you can't get the meaning under the meaning of the meaning which I am meaning, you won't get what I am meaning.
I feel empty without that piece of puzzle. Like a hamburger without meat patty. Chicken Rice without chicken. Pork Chop without Pork. That seems so weird isnt it? That's what I am feeling inside me all the time. Would I ever find out what it is? Time would. I know I will. Why? Because I know I will. ;)
Anyway I will definitely be going to training tomorrow. That's a MUST! I worked my ass out to get into the team, I musn't get kicked out because I skipped training. That's just poor! Come On Si Yuan! Get your ass working! Make the grass be wet with your sweat! Tear a muscle or two!(Maybe not). Bust A Blood Vessel if you must!(No!)
That's all folks
Good Night
(November 20, eh?)
SiYuan at 12:50 AM
| Greed: | Medium | |
| Gluttony: | Medium | |
| Wrath: | Medium | |
| Sloth: | High | |
| Envy: | Medium | |
| Lust: | Medium | |
| Pride: | High |
Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz
Well.. I really am that sinful..
SiYuan at 3:23 AM I don't know what to say.
The week has been a whirl.
A real whirl. Like a spinning tornado that takes you so fast your socks gets twisted out.
It spun me like a top. Knowing no directions to go. Randomly spinning. Forever spinning. At least for that week.
Sometimes things are great. Sometimes things will really suck. Sometimes things are really great. Sometimes things really suck.
Had everything been great. Something which is slightly lesser than great would be considered as bad. Thus, what is the definition for things?
Look things in such a way. That for everything that is bad, you know that you have felt something better before. This is not a sign of pessimist, but always prepare for the worst. It's always good to play safe. Don't throw caution to the wind. Unless it's the last option you have.
Although sometimes risks will play well too. The higher the risk, the better the benefit. However, the higher the risk, the worser you will lose. And as you start losing, all kinds of hope, you start disintegrating, into smaller and smaller pieces. Until one day you lose all kind of control of yourself, and sooner or later you will fall into the mental asylum.
I hope that anyone who reads this post do try to live life better. Because you only live as this person once. You don't get a "Game Over" Do you like to try again?.
That's all folks
Good Afternoon. Will post again soon.
SiYuan at 1:28 PM The day started frigging cold.
I reached school pretty late.
It started raining during the afternoon, it was really friggin cold.
PE first lesson, and already the effect is chilling. We toyed with the other team. Then it was IT. I mean. who was the idiot who came up with the timetable?
IT class right after PE. When you are wet, cold, and smelly. You go into an aircon room. It's like WTF? Again I surfed the net there.. Took a few pictures.. And left for English. Mrs Singh was in a good mood today.
Then PE I played with JunHao against Justin,Glenn and Eugene. It's obvious the odds are stacked up against me. Then Ian joined in 1/2 way through. We beat them^^ I felt really euphorical.
Then 4 periods of IT special room classes. Literature and Maths. It started raining heavily and it really was frigging cold inside. I mean it! You can ask 2E5 or 2T1. They were inside the other 2 rooms.
Then I went home, in the rainy and cold weather. Then surfed the net for a while at home.. Juggled the ball for a while.. Then I packed my bag and went for training.
Tried to buy a newspaper on the way, Not only was I 5ct short, I missed the bus as well. The next bus came about 10 minutes later. Damn. Went to Turf City bus stop and saw Henry and Bakheri talking loudly. I mean really loudly. Everyone in the bus station was looking at them. I don't feel embarassed to have 2 African friends(3 if you count Jia Hui actually). There was alot of Special Ops people in the Bus Interchange. I wonder why. IMF Delegates walking thru? Or was there a tip-off that a terrorist would be there.
I didn't want to know.
Went for training in the frigging cold weather. It was pretty fun at first. Then during the breaks I heard Yazi talking to Adrian, Ben, and Viet about the matches.. Then talked to the other guys about matches as well. I was waiting for my turn but it never came. No problem. I'll ask him later.
During the training match I had wanted to play as a midfielder or a striker. But that motherfucker Viet put me at defender. The other members, selfishly wanting to play a up-position agreed. I was like what the fuck? I mean I was faster than the entire team and they wanted me to play defence. No problem then. I dribbled the ball out mostly and set up 2 goals. Nearly scoring one. I felt that I did quite well. Except for the throw-ins part. I lifted my leg for about an inch from ground. Bakheri made me repeat throwing ins.
After the match I approached Yazi, regarding the weekend matches. I wasn't chosen. Why?
Due to the fact that I did not attend last week's training. I was really hit straight in the face. The others were chosen OVER me because they attended last week's training. I went silent suddenly and sobbed silently inside my heart. I really wanted to play the weekend match!
Why?? Why??
Anyway I went silent all the way home. I am still right now.. Feeling really blue and cold..
That's all folks
Good night
SiYuan at 8:21 PM
SiYuan at 6:16 AM This isnt even fucking funny
Whoever the fuck you are taking my identity for the last 5 days.
Dont' be such a coward and hide behind those monitor and those nerd glasses.
Post as whoever the fuck you are.
You wimp.
I think your mom will be wetting herself to find such a guy for her son.
SiYuan at 2:13 AM I've recently adopted the attitude of disliking people whom I dislike. Real simple. Yeah.
I went to Sushi Tei with BH and family today. And I ate realll full. I mean, I looked like I was 3 months too pregnant. Alright. Im sorry for insulting pregnant women. I dont mean it really. But I was really so full my stomach bulged. Not a problem though. A few trips to the toilet later and it's settled.
I've overcame my fear of the scary Wasabe. I mean. It's just green.. and really gets into your nose. It doesnt now. Though Im still not a fan of it.
After that they shopped for Frederick's gift.
An incident that happened earlier (sorry my memories backtrack).
Well.. It's not exactly an incident. It's just something worth a mention. Hey. Maybe it isnt worth a mention at all.
Well. I'll post little bits of it daily, and see if people are patient enough to mix everything up. This passage will be changed to another language. Just so that people who browse through my page wouldn't attempt to find out what it is.
"Yun Sheng, ese individuo, fue a pedir a pescados algo. No estuve trastornado con él. Apenas me disturban. "
Translation's gotta be a bit weird. I won't tell you why. Dont' ask me.
Dont' ask if you want no lies.
I don't know if what I did for the past few months were right or not. I thought I kept ... in the dark all the time. Surprisingly, it was quite the opposite. Very much that as well. And well.. the verdict was quite expected of. I'm not exactly ready to hear that. But well. I don't want to say anything right now alright.
Im not ready.
That's all folks
Good Night.(Lonely night.)
SiYuan at 11:10 PM