Monday, September 25, 2006

Monday early morning. 12:44am. Why the hell am I not sleeping?

Am I still thinking over Man Utd's poor game against Reading. Probably not. Am I still thinking over why the hell did I still miss training on Friday. Yep. But that's not what I want to talk about.

I feel like I am missing something in my life right now, for whatever I do, it doesnt seem right.

It's like a piece of a puzzle, gone missing. In the search for this piece of puzzle, I would do anything to identify it, and to get it. For those who can read the meaning under the meaning of the meaning which I am meaning, you would get what I am meaning. Thus, if you can't get the meaning under the meaning of the meaning which I am meaning, you won't get what I am meaning.

I feel empty without that piece of puzzle. Like a hamburger without meat patty. Chicken Rice without chicken. Pork Chop without Pork. That seems so weird isnt it? That's what I am feeling inside me all the time. Would I ever find out what it is? Time would. I know I will. Why? Because I know I will. ;)


Anyway I will definitely be going to training tomorrow. That's a MUST! I worked my ass out to get into the team, I musn't get kicked out because I skipped training. That's just poor! Come On Si Yuan! Get your ass working! Make the grass be wet with your sweat! Tear a muscle or two!(Maybe not). Bust A Blood Vessel if you must!(No!)

That's all folks
Good Night

(November 20, eh?)
SiYuan at 12:50 AM