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Saturday, December 30, 2006

Scratch that last post. I feel much better now after 8 hours of sleep xD

That's all folks

Good Night

SiYuan at 9:20 AM

Have any of you knobs that visit this blog ever felt a kind of sharp pain at your chest, between your chest and your neck? I did. And it sure didnt felt good.

Emmanuel felt it before too. and is still feeling it. I guess that's the feeling of the glass being empty.

I believe I should write in to Santa to request a punching bag next year, all the frustrations could be vented to it, yea. Every little thing, I kept it inside, but one day, it's going to burst out, like what I did yesterday. To the poor cashier. I apologize my man, I didnt want to shout at you, but I wasn't feeling alright. Heh. I sound so much like a girl. Fuck.

Listening to Eminem songs right now.. Kinda find his frustrations in his songs too. I should find a way to vent mine too.. Maybe like.. sliding in two-footed at a soccer match. That would be nice to watch. A straight red card. Coaches screaming at me, audience looking at me nervously.

I believe one day I'm going to look back at this post and laugh, I feel slightly silly right now..

Fuck the pain is back again. Isn't there medicine for it? I gotta get some painkillers from the pharmacy. But I'm on my Spongeboxers.. can't really walk that far to get them right now.. Haha..
Looks like im on the way to recovery. Hooray. Cheeers Guys. Let's all look at the glass half full, and not half empty.. or really empty.. It's gotta be coke inside..

Haha


That's all folks


Good Night
























heh. I wish I could pretend to be that cheerful all the time.

SiYuan at 12:31 AM

Friday, December 29, 2006

For no reason.. I feel very frustrated after that knock.


It's just such an irritating pain I got angry at the cashier who gave me wrong change.


Argh

SiYuan at 12:25 AM

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Lol..

I crashed into an MRT pole today. Hurts like wtf..

Went to watch the Curse of the Golden Flower.. so boliao lor.. Jay Chou should have never been an actor.. when he act in angry or sad scenes.. people are laughing their asses off..

And btw.. omg! So much pushups >< we all kept laughing whenever it started bouncing.

Yu liang wanted to go sell icecream.. but so friggin cold.. who eats icecreams on cold days.. so I suggested we used Zuo Xian's name and sell Guan Yin Ma Icecream.. haha.. Then I went to the arcade with Zuo Xian.. wahah.. I thrashed him at Daytona easily.. by 1 lap! Haha.. he also get owned by the guy at the other side playing basketball with him.. hehe..

Then I took the fatal MRT.. dunno why between Somerset and Orchard.. the MRT suddenly stopped sharply. I stumbled and fell, hit a guy.. and my head made contact with the MRT pole.. Instant sharp pain.. den become abit gong gong. So I held on tightly to the hand rails.. mm. Lucky I held on tightly.

Then I stumbled home like a drunk man (no YiMei.. i CAN't get drunk), lay down on the bed and slept.. for about half hr or so.. mm..

Now having minor migraines.. I think I might have dislodged a part of my brain. *worries*


That's all folks

Good Night..

SiYuan at 9:10 PM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Yup. Happy boxing day to all boxers.. Isnt that what boxing day is for? Haha..


Yup.. Best Christmas ever for me was this year's... And I got the best present.. that no one will be able to beat ^^ I shan't tell you what it is.. You'll have to find out =)

I can't wait for the monthly phone bill.. I definitely overshot 1000 messages and definitely past the 100 minutes phone call limit.. haha..

Went to the facil thing.. expecting to be kicked out of facil.. or boxed out of it.. Turns out everyone was safe.. and 7 more facils.. Changed classes again.. At first went to 1n1.. heh.. Fortunately there was space in the 1e3 class.. so I went there of course.. I dunno anyone from the 1e3 facil group.. It's going to be weird as hell.. Heh..

Mmm.. She's always in the council room.. haha.. Then mass dance stuff.. weird again.. that gay Emman never come.. so I had to go through that alone.. haha.. Weird stuff and weird stuff. made me wonder why did I join facil in the first place..

Anyways.. after that went with Ass-lump, Jun Yang and Melvin to the uncle's shop to eat.. Heh.. we saw the girl.. think her name was Geraldine. Melvin keep looking down.. I kept calling that person's name, she keep daoing us. Lol.. We couldn't stop laughing.. Then the e5 girls come out le.. mad de.. hold hands in one line and walk through the rain. Crazy ppl.. hehe.. kinda weird when they walked past.. wanted to talk to her but cannot leh ><

Hehe.. Den I kept glancing over to their side and they caught me red-handed. Red-eyed would be a better word.. Then they keep laughing at me.. Then they left the place.. heh.. still didnt talk to her.. argh!

Went to collect uniform.. then waited for the mrt with Melvin. Then went back home.

Yup.

It's 6:31 now.

SiYuan at 6:20 PM

Monday, December 25, 2006

Heh.. I dont really know what to post..



Well first of all, merry christmas to all of you people out there reading this blog currently. I don't think I'm in the right state to blog correctly.. hmm.. Alright I'll try.


Met up with Val at Bishan..went to Sembawang... gave present.. went to cousin's house.. stayed till 3+.. went to Toa Payoh.. went to Adam's Park.. celebrated Christmas.. yup.. That's the 24th summed up in a sentence.


Tomo still have to go back to school for the Facil Elimination Exercise. Where the devil himself kicks out a few facils and adds in 7 more. Damn.


Today is the 25th.. yep.. Well.. Merry Christmas to all again.. I'm getting bored of doing this.


























I guess it doesnt work then.. Not a big surprise.. really.. All those wishy washy stuff.. Well.. all i've wanted to say was I love you.. but well it's too late now isnt it.. haha.. Merry Christmas.

SiYuan at 12:25 PM

Thursday, December 21, 2006




You Have Low Self Esteem 68% of the Time



You tend to blame yourself when things go wrong, regardless of whether it's your fault or not.

You're anxious to please others and rely too much on their opinions. Learn to please yourself first, and your confidence will soar.






Your Hair Should Be Pink



Hyper, insane, and a boatload of fun.

You're a traveling party that everyone loves to follow.


LOL!!

Well.. that's about all the quiz to be done.. You can read the previous ones I've done in the archives.












Dude. I can't find small fonts. Lol.

SiYuan at 12:45 PM

Wednesday, December 20, 2006




You Are An ENFP


The Inspirer



You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.

You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.

Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.

You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!



You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.






Your Love Life Secrets Are



Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.



Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.



It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off.



In fights, you speak your mind and don't hold back. You know you're right, and you can get quite angry about it.



You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.



Lol.. I'm probably sad.




Your Seduction Style: Au Natural



You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.

That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!

The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.



You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.

Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.

You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?



You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.

Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.

As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.


Lol.. I'm a little child^^

SiYuan at 8:05 PM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

I shall blog about tomorrow's history.. Today!

Today went for the sec 1 camp thingy..


Was late then.. but well.. they dont really care. It was raining so heavily I swear it's God weeping..

Had to do all kinds of weird stuff.. all those stuff you do in camps.. lol. Got some ^5 dance .. wad lets party yeah or smth liddat.. lol

Then after that I went to eat lunch with Emman and Casey. Some kind of noodle.. Suan-La Soup. I know what Suan always comes before La.. Because it's sour like hell.. Like that explosion-sweet I ate..

Then I went home.. sat in my bed.. and did the ^5 dance.. Lol. Then I kept drifting in and out of sleep.. for some reason.. everytime someone smses me I wake up.. then while waiting for a reply I will drift off again.. Not a very good dream.. 2 deaths.. But I met some ppl inside my dream that I met this morning.. Weird huh.


Alright.. time for Day 2.




Day 2 14, December 2006.

Well.. I didn't really sleep at all.. as I last mentioned.. The guys and girls went out to watch sunrise.. but all we got were ants crawling up our legs. Creepy huh.. And they were those ants that really bit you. Didn't get to see Sunrise. more like those industrial lights..

Then went back.. we watched Zao An Ni Hao.. I can't stop laughing at the telecaster.. why can't they stop smiling.. Lol.. It's like whenever they talk they still smile! So Spastic.. lol Then Watch half way I fell asleep.. Woke up.. everyone was awake.. I was hungry like hell.. checked my phone.. then went back to sleep.. Woke up.. everyone was really awake. Playing mahjong and daidee.. right next to where I was sleeping.. Inconsiderate ppl..

Took some KoKo Crunch.. Without milk. Yuck. I can't really remember what happened next.. because I was hungry like hell.. Ah! Remember le.. We changed into pants and went to Wild Wild Wet.. Then took off our clothes.. lol.. Went there.. played everything once.. then the lads wanted to go back.. Spoil sports..


I would have played every ride at least 5 times if not for them.. Grrr.. Went to eat lunch.. Saw the guy on TV.. Comedy Night one.. Something Jian Bing.. I ask him whether can take photo with him.. he say ok.. But we walked away anyway lol! He must feel pretty sad..

Then I think we saw some more e5 ppl. I can't remember who was it..then slack inside.. then Fang Yi Wen Jie and me went to play pool.. I beat both of them^^ I had to sneak inside to play.. Damn that aunty..

Then I think go back le.. then their boyfriends and girlfriends all came.. I was pretty lonely. =/ They started BBQing and I burnt my finger.. 2nd degree burn.. Ms Chang said.. Then ate BBQ .. and stuff.. That's where the story starts..

Bon.. me... Jia Kang.. and Eddie.. went to get alcohol.. Of course I paid.. lol.. Then Bon started giving out his drinks to other ppl.. Without touching a sip himself.. it was down to like.. 1/2 bottle? Then he started taking one sip.. Oh man.. he went drunk instantly.. I was down to my 1/2 bottle myself.. havent drunk yet.. Then he kept drinking.. say he not feeling well.. I knew something was wrong.. He kept moving sideways..

Oh man.. what have I gotten my friend into.. Then he turned into another person.. So we went over to the e5 side.. Bon snatched Yi mei's cap.. and went back e3 side.. took another sip.. went back e5 side again.. Bon returned Yi Mei's cap.. we took Hui Yee and co's drinks.. Then went back e3 side again.. Then went to e5 side with Shao hwee.. they wanted to go Red House.. Bon didnt want to.. (bastard) Then went to e3 side.. sat there a while.. watched some stupid show.. went back to e5 side. .Shao Hwee wanted to get "high".. because he hasn't touched a drop yet.. I was starting to turn crimson.. Went to cheers with Yu Liang Nicole and Eevian..

Found out Yu Liang wasnt there.. I went furious for no reason.. lol.. Went to e5 side. .found Yu Liang and Bon there.. we sat at their bench.. doing nth.. Lol. Then Shao Hwee took 1 ml of Carlsberg.. or was it Heineken.. just so that he could get high.. found it extremely bitter.. Someone came and finished the drink.. I can't remember who.. was it Wanni or Manxuan.. or was it Wen Xun. Argh.. Alchohol does make you forget thing.. I wanted to go Red Hse badly.. but no one wanted to.. except Shao Hwee.. So we threaded back sadly.. Bon fell asleep.. We started our Pink Cows without him..

He sniffed Pink Cow Dung in the air.. and woke up.. and drank his share.. I felt slightly faint.. I really can't remember.. Fast forward it slightly..

Went over to e5 side I think.. we knocked on the glass door.. and ran .. to their wooden door.. Lol.. Knocked on it.. Pok came out.. Killed bon.. killed yu liang.. Killed me.. Then went back to our side.. I think I slept for a while.. woke up found out they weren't happy we did that.. lol.. Must have given them a shock of their lives.. Then they went to girls room to sleep.. Left me alone at the guy's room.. I had no choice but to sleep.. They pangseh me again.. Woke up in the middle of the night.. e5 gang still outside.. wanted to join them but weird weird de.. Samuel and Fang Yi were so close.. =.= It was so gay man..

Then we exchanged some smses.. I kept drifting in and out.. You can' t really sleep when 2 guys are so close to you..

Alright..

That's all folks..

Good Night..









heys..show me mogou.. will you..

SiYuan at 8:38 PM

Monday, December 18, 2006

Smack that.. all on the floor..

Smack that.. give me summore..




Well.. alright.. I shall blog about the chalet.. 3 days of nonstopfunandsurprisinglynosleep and pink cows too.. lol


Day 1

a.. well.. I was supposed to meet the guys at 9.30am at Pasir Ris Interchange.. I mean.. what the hell.. 9.30am?

That means I have to wake up at 6.30 am.. Prepare till 7.. then take bus 88.. till my ass rot and stick on the seats.. That's probably why the seats of bus 88 is so dirty.. remainders of other people's butt.. lol

Anyway.. I only woke up at 12pm.. Called them.. found out they were at Escape without me.. I felt devastated.. not..Even Fang Yi reached there earlier.. Damn..

Reached there at around 1.30? Found them out of Escape and eating.. Some surprised faces about my hair.. lol.. They have to get used to it anyway.. Then I don't really remember le.. Went to check in.. they went to take their things out of the lockers in the guys toilet.. so a few guys gave puzzling looks when girls started storming inside the guys toilet.. It's not like guys would ever try to venture inside the girls toilet.. It'll be wrong socially..

Anyway.. went to the chalets and everyone started going crazy.. Ian and Yuliang unpacked their guitar and started making loud noise.. I couldn't stand it so I went over to the other side and play Barracats.

Then everyone started leaving for Escape except Fang Yi Wen Jie and me.. So we watched TV for a while.. and went out to eat..

On the way out we saw Ziyu and Co.. At the Food Court saw ShiLing and Co. Anyway after the dinner I begged Wen Jie to get me a beer.. but he just wouldn't.. Spouting some stuff from the Buddhist scripture or something.. Nevermind..

Rushed back because Shi Yuan had no keys.. and wanted to go home.. Went there.. Opened the goddarndoor.. And found out the girls locked the door between the chalets.. Fuck.I really dont' know what happened after that.. Everyone started coming back and the guys room was filled.. I mean really filled.. there was like 20 ppl inside? It was hot like hell.. So I went over to the girls side and rested there..


I think after that they went to tell ghost stories.. so I turned on my phone and made the farting sounds.. Lol.. A bit anti-climatic when someone is telling a ghost story.. but I am scared la >.< style="font-weight: bold;">

That's all folks..

Good Night..

SiYuan at 11:15 AM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Hey.. How are you guys..

Yup. I went to the Night Safari today.

Im very unimpressed.

The guy actually asked me to shut up.

Yea.

The tram guy.. with that sissy voice.. If it's not the fact that we reached the station already I would have stood up and did something. To make his voice even worser.. You know.. gollies^^

Yea.. Chalet later.. I can't sleep.. because I want to sleep at the chalet.. yup.. 2e5 coincide with our time and place.. weird huh.. I start to wonder what's happening.. I thought they were one day later than ours..she says she maybe not going.. lol.. please.. do go..

A
nyway.. I got a football tournament at Kuala Lumpur straight after the chalet..


As God wills it.. I might be able to win it^^(nah..)



Too many tough opponents.. I'll definitely feature prominently as the worst player ever to step foot in malaysia(cross)

Anyway.. Time for me to go jogging.. yea.. lol

Ciao..


That's all folks

Good night



























d... whoever could make her angry just from that must be really impressive.. I always fail to make her express herself.. let alone ask her out.. hope that that guy has much better hopes^^ good luck dude





SiYuan at 2:44 AM