Saturday, December 30, 2006

Have any of you knobs that visit this blog ever felt a kind of sharp pain at your chest, between your chest and your neck? I did. And it sure didnt felt good.

Emmanuel felt it before too. and is still feeling it. I guess that's the feeling of the glass being empty.

I believe I should write in to Santa to request a punching bag next year, all the frustrations could be vented to it, yea. Every little thing, I kept it inside, but one day, it's going to burst out, like what I did yesterday. To the poor cashier. I apologize my man, I didnt want to shout at you, but I wasn't feeling alright. Heh. I sound so much like a girl. Fuck.

Listening to Eminem songs right now.. Kinda find his frustrations in his songs too. I should find a way to vent mine too.. Maybe like.. sliding in two-footed at a soccer match. That would be nice to watch. A straight red card. Coaches screaming at me, audience looking at me nervously.

I believe one day I'm going to look back at this post and laugh, I feel slightly silly right now..

Fuck the pain is back again. Isn't there medicine for it? I gotta get some painkillers from the pharmacy. But I'm on my Spongeboxers.. can't really walk that far to get them right now.. Haha..
Looks like im on the way to recovery. Hooray. Cheeers Guys. Let's all look at the glass half full, and not half empty.. or really empty.. It's gotta be coke inside..

Haha


That's all folks


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heh. I wish I could pretend to be that cheerful all the time.
SiYuan at 12:31 AM