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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

LOL.

Just read my cbox older messages.

Couldnt stop but laugh.

There was the typical.narcopletic incident.

Then there was always the irritating Bon. C:

Then there's some ppl whom I dont even know, writing stuff that I dont understand.

Then there's some weird fringed braces finally out girl.

Then there's mr vampire. Who's slow like hell.

Lol.

SiYuan at 12:39 AM

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Hello mongs.

That's the term I have affectionately given to all of you readers.

Mongs. C:


Life, seriously, are like bars of Hershey's Chocolates. Yes, wanni. I have started my chocolate speech.

No doubt it'll change the lives of many many people, and of course there would be a considerable boost to the Hershey Chocolate company.

But like every other way of hyping up things. I shall not reveal what I have written yet.

Wahaha. Pure ownage. Bet you mongs will beg me to reveal what I wrote. Fat hope guys.

I'll only reveal it, when I like it.

Bleh.

Life lesson over.
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So. yesterday. i went to art club.

Rofl. Yep. Art Club. Then we slacked there. I drew a big piece of shit. And a basketball.

Woot.

Then Wenxun Tao Yee and me. We went to the 2nd floor and watched Bounce Bounce. Lol. Then we saw contingent. Saravanan, without a doubt, was the most prominent one, followed closely by Yuting. That reminds me. That Look-a-like was beside her. Lynette I think. Then there's always Emmanuel Fan Club's 1 and only member.

Lol!

Fell sick today. Was already feeling sick yesterday.

Since there's temperature check today. Go school just to be sent home. Bit pointless. Lol.

Found out there's something wrong with my knee. Nothing that will kill me. Though.



Well. I just hope that we'll start talking like normal again. Hehe. I went overjoyed when I heard that you still havent had any. Good Good. Impossible is just possible made harder. Woot.!


That's all folks

Good Night.

SiYuan at 8:33 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Hello all.

Happy China New Year, btw.

I know it's a bit late. But well. I'm known for being late all the time.

Alright.

So what's up?

Almost everyone else was very moody, it became so that it was contagious and I got infected by it. Though after a phone chat it became apparent that it was only temporary.

Most feel that I've not actually got over it yet. I dont' know that myself. Guess you'll have to let things run by itself.

Gotta control myself. I can't always talk to someone everyday. I think I'm going to stop using my phone for a week next week. That might make me learn.

I may suffer from a withdrawal symptom at first. So anyone interested in using a W810i for a week? I'm serious though. The bills have raked up to $300. There goes my AngPao.

I hope that typical.narcopletic will really grow up. Well. At least becareful when you cross the road, watch your back, and please. Do sleep with one eye open C:

My uncles and aunties were in my house just now.

They were commenting how they couldn't recognize me. I mean. Did I really look that bad during Secondary 1 and 2? Lol.

Then they thought I'd be bringing my girlfriend over to my uncle's house. Which really is huge, btw. I told them I didnt' have one. They started laughing, telling me not to lie. What the hell? Gosh;

Of course, they're funny folks. They even told me to go dye my hair again this holiday. Lol. Wow. and Really Big Red Packets too. The contents, btw, is as big as the red packet. Wahaha.

Alright.

I guess. A happy chinese new year to all of you readers. and stalkers.


That's all folks

Good Night.
















No more. No more.

SiYuan at 12:08 AM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Damn bored.

Going to play Sepak Takraw in 6 hours.

Cheers.

SiYuan at 2:16 PM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Alright.

Today during class time, I was bored. So I did some soul-searching. Searching for the soul.

Continued soul-searching just now. Realized somethings.

Well.

You'd never appreciate what you have, until it's gone.

How do you define something good?

Well. Obviously something bad has to happen, and anything that is better than the bad stuff is good.

So having a really awful day might not be that bad after all. The next day will definitely get better.

Having a good day, however, is the worst thing you can have. Because whatever goes up, must come down.

Moving too quickly will cause a fast burnout rate.

It really depends on your attitude to view at stuff.

For example.

There was once a cancer patient, who had 3 hair left on her head.

So she said to herself, "today I shall braid my hair"

And she did, and had a wonderful day.

The next day, she had only 2 hair left.

So she said to herself, " today, I shall part my hair"

And she did, a wonderful day followed.

The next day, she had one hair left.

So she said to herself, "today, I shall have a ponytail"

And she did, of course, another wonderful day.

The next day, there wasnt any hair left.

Guess what she said.

"Well, at least I dont have to trouble to make my hair anymore".

Alright. Life Lesson over.


Class Stand.
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Today. They played so lame video. I fell asleep throughout the thing.

Went back class. Slept even longer.

Negative thoughts seeping in.


Hmm.

Something positive.

I received a present.

Hooray for me.

At least I'm not forgotten.

Haha.


That's all folks


Good Night.

SiYuan at 11:27 PM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Alright.

*blows mike, the way Mdm Lau does*

Do i get your attention now?

Yep. Today. Is. A Big Day.

Wondering what day it is?

It's...

Total Defence Eve.

Yes, it's true.

About 65 years ago, Japan was one day away from conquering Singapore.

Alright.

It's also, Valentine's Day. Yipee.

It's also a SAD day.

I dont' mean that literally. SAD means, Single Awareness Day. And it's true.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Singles_Awareness_Day

It's typical. Single people jealous of Couples. And makes it a SAD day.


Alright.
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February 14, Valentines.

Ahh. Rose was still looking great in the morning. Took me the entire night to straighten it up again.

Went into the fridge, chocolate not melted, in great shape.

Went to school as fast as I could, and dumped all my stuff at Jeslyne's table. Alright.

I was pretty much a devil disguised in a cupid as I ran around the school merrying. One notable case was the YunSheng thingy. Well. I shan't touch on that. Memories like that are best remembered, not said.

The big surprise is, despite the huge commotion, no one came and stop us, ever. Even with all the phones out, snapping pictures, playing songs. No one. Stopped. Us. Lawls.


Alright. Typical first half of school. Then reached Recess. Ahh. Waited in class for everyone to leave. Despite 10 minutes into the recess, hardly anyone left. Bloody hell. Ahh. I sucked in a deep breath and placed the stuff nicely, to the oblivious eyes of my classmates.

I can't really remember anything afterwards, because I started getting more and more tired. I actually dozed off sitting right up. Gosh. What Upper Secondary life can do to you.

Well. I heard stuff I didn't really want to hear. I didnt' believe it the first time I heard it, but when I saw it myself. It confirmed my worst fears. I dont' know what they're going to do to him. But I hope he better have a good explanation. It's not good to let a good friendship just dissolve like this. Besides, It's going to be difficult for him to stick around in class. But anyways, it doesnt involve me. So I shall keep my nose out of it. Or my boogers will fall in.


Well. And here's a special post to someone else. I dont' give a fuck about what you think about how I play. Keep your fucking comments to yourself. Alright? Now. Get. Out. Of. My. Face. And I thought you were a good friend. Fucking Formosians.




And yes. A very happy Valentine's to all you readers.

That's all folks

Good Evening. 6:32pm.










Well well. Does it take Saint Valentine to reignite the feeling?

SiYuan at 6:15 PM

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Haha..

Hello readers!

I'm back!


Yes, it has been rather uncharacteristic of me to be that emo with my last few posts.

Well. That period of time has gone. Or at least I thought it is. Well. I got to admit. There's still some points of time where I'll go emo, well. At least those periods of time has reduced slowly.

I dont' even know what I'm blogging about. That's good.

I'm currently nursing a strained ankle. Fuck. It feels as though it's going to break soon. But luckily it has since patched up. Slowly.

Well. I guess I'm going to catch the Singapore football team celebrating their win soon. I think it'll be at Orchard or somewhere near. Anyway interested in joining me?

Oh boy. Singapore's Olympic team lost to Pakistan. 1-2. Bugger.

That's only the first leg though. I've got this feeling we'll sneak up behind them for a 3-1 win at their home turf. Go Singapore!

I just had a silent moment with myself yesterday.

I was thinking alot. What would have happened if I did this? Or did that? What is it that I want most right now? What would happen if I have that? What would happen if I dont'?

Then I realised. I have been neglecting football for quite a time. I think I'll go for training tomorrow. That is if my ankle recovers. I have lost a yard of pace, a kilometre of stamina. But I'll get that back. It's not impossible. Nothing is. When you're wearing Adidas. Haha..

Alright. I think I might just post again later. I'm off to the doc.

That's all folks

Good Afternoon.











Oh yea. Happy birthday, special person. Lawls.

SiYuan at 2:47 PM

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Hello readers.

This week has been pretty bad.


I just can't keep up the pretence that I'm okay anymore.



Well.

Let me start blogging about that fateful Wednesday. A great day though.


Wednesday 31st January 2007


Fucking average day, that day. In school, nothing much really happened. I just tried to steal some more peeks at someone whom I'm supposed to have forgotten already. Guess it's really hard to do that when you see that someone daily.

After that, another game of football against the Sec 4Ns. I must say, blisters arent' a good thing.
Went home and changed into my Manchester United jersey, and headed out for the National Stadium.

It was about a quarter filled when I reached there. The 5N ppl were already there waiting for me to arrive. Gosh how royal I was. Then Fang Yi and Co' arrived within minutes. Well. I just couldnt' stop eating. I guess stuffing myself is a method that Shi Yuan has taught me really well. It makes you full, thus you dont' feel empty anymore! Lol.

Then I tattooed my face with a Singapore flag, and there we go. Match start!

There were chants of Oleh and that Singapore song which I've forgotten the name of.

A penalty by Mustafic Fahrudin seven minutes from time gave Singapore a 2-1 win over Thailand in the first leg of the Asean Football Championship final at the National Stadium.

And while the result means that the Lions go into the Sunday’s second leg with a one-goal advantage, the match will unfortunately be remembered for the farcical scenes in the closing stages when referee C Ravichandran – and there is no other way of saying this – lost the proverbial plot.

For the Malaysian allowed the whole Thai team to walk off the pitch in protest at his decision to award the penalty in the 83rd minute, which held the game hostage for a quarter of an hour.

A cool finish from Noh Alam Shah in the 17th minute gave the hosts the lead, which the Thais cancelled out through Pipat Thonkanya’s equalizer just after the break.

In team news, Singapore coach Radojko Avramovic made three changes from the side that started against Malaysia on Saturday.

Mohd Noh Rahman started in place of Hafiz Osman, while skipper Aide Iskandar - back from suspension - replaced Baihakki Khaizan to partner Precious Emuejeraye in the middle of defence. The third change saw Fazrul Nawaz - and not Khairul Amri - on the left side of midfield.

The Lions started the match the better of the two sides, with the midfield trio of Muhd Ridhuan, Shi Jia Yi and Mustafic looking particularly lively.

Then came the goal that got the crowd on their feet.

Off a Singapore throw-in on the right flank, the Thai defence made things difficult for themselves as they struggled to clear two attempts in quick succession by Indra Sahdan and Mustafic Fahrudin.

In the ensuing chaos in the box, Niweat Siriwong was struck in the face by the ball and stayed down.

And as goalkeeper Kittisak Rawangpa led the call for play to stop for treatment to Niweat, Alam Shah reacted quickest to bring the loose ball down before turning skilfully in the box to shoot into the bottom left corner from 10 yards.

Singapore tried to take the game by the scruff of the neck, but a combination of poor passes and scrappy attempts at defending by Thailand prevented any sort of flow in the contest.

The second half was only five minutes old when Pipat lost his marker just outside the box and latched onto Nirut Surasiang’s slide-rule pass.

With Daniel Bennett playing the Thai No.23 onside, the latter had the simple task to dribble past Lionel Lewis and then walking the ball into the unguarded net.

The defending champions had what looked like a legitimate call for a penalty turned down when substitute Khairul Amri was tripped in the box by Jetsada Jitsawad in the 55th minute.

As the second half wore on, it seemed that the visitors had finally got their gamesmanship over and done and actually managed to play some decent football.

The intensity of the game was reflected in the card count: Singapore had three while Thailand had four. For the Lions, Fazrul Nawaz’s booking in the 25th minute rules him out for the return game.

Five minutes past the hour mark, Lionel did well to punch away Nirut’s stinging effort away for a corner and was also equal to Datsakorn Thonglao’s speculative attempt in the 77th minute.

By this stage it appeared the Thais were content to sit back and hit on the break whilst it looked like the team in blue were feeling the pressure of adding to their tally.

But seven minutes from time, it was the team in red that had the proverbial blues, walking off the pitch en masse in protest after referee Ravichandran awarded a contentious penalty to Singapore.

There appeared little in the aerial challenge between Niweat and Alam Shah but the referee stunned everyone, including the partisan home crowd when he pointed to the spot just as Kittisak was preparing to take a goal kick.

Thai coach Chanvit Phalajivin, who appeared to instigate the mass walkout from the touchline, kept his players on the sidelines for 15 minutes.

When the dust settled, up stepped Mustafic to slam the penalty kick into the top left hand corner for Singapore to take a slender lead into Sunday's (Feb 4) second leg in Bangkok.

It was the last competitive game to be played at the 33-year-old National Stadium before it makes way for the sports hub. And it will certainly be a game to be remembered.

But sadly for the wrong reasons.

After that, some Thai fans wanted to start trouble by waiting for us at the East Stand, we didn't take the bait. Mostly because we were still in school and there were many Ciscos' around.



Another photo for good measure. Owned by the Singapore National Team as the Thailand Team boo hoos to a defeat.

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Well. Let me try and sum the week up.


It was pretty bad and boring. Handphone scares again. Had to hide my phone somewhere which I shan't divulge.

Football-wise it has been pretty bad too. I can't get back the dude I used to be.

Well. You can never be the guy you used to be. You just have to improve^^

Besides stealing glances, there was nothing much I could do. The iceblock seems to be much bigger now and it's giving me frostbites every single day. It's like.. I dont' know how to explain..

I'll fail Amaths, Emaths, English and Chemistry.


That's all folks

I'm heading off to a chalet btw.

See you guys back here on Sunday.

Good bye.






One more try.

SiYuan at 1:13 AM