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Alright.
Enough of the Boddah crap.
Lol.
I went to the polyclinic today.
Queued up and waited for at least 2 hours. Finally saw the doctor. Old man. Checked me for 5 minutes.
Just asked me questions and poked my stomach. Wow. So pro. Can find out what's wrong with me.
Singapore's Medical Level has definitely rose. Last time they used to do dental surgeries raw. Without any anaesthetic.
Then waited to get medicine. Another 1/2 hr. Surely the waiting time can shorten. I should have gone to a private clinic. It would have been 100 times faster.
Alright.
Today is really boring.
I need Ice Cream.
But I can't eat it.
Daaaamn it.
One by one.
My friends all succumb to stress. Heh.
I find eating the best way to relieve them. Next to blowing your top.
Haha. Both are quite bad ways.
I shall go for training tomorrow. Perhaps break a leg or two.
That's all folks
Good Night
SiYuan at 8:07 PM Alright.
Here I am.
Writing to my childhood imaginary friend, Boddah. Which really isnt Buddha.
But just Boddah. No. I'm not going to suicide anytime soon or put a shotgun to my head.
Rest In Peace, Kurt Cobain.
Dear Boddah.
This week has been the rocks. Heh. Although to be honest I dare say I put up quite a happy front.
Alright. Maybe some people got the repercussions of it. A minor bit of the blast I had.
I mean. How is it possible to feel
Guilty, yet sorry for yourself?
It's like a kidnapper going for trial, feeling guilty after seeing the faces of the family of the person he kidnapped and probably killed, but yet felt sorry for himself.
That's just oxymoronic(secret clique word).
I dont' know. Man. This is really weird.
Let me start from last Thursday.
I went bonkers for a while. Really. It was at a place in school far from people's eyes. But well. Some of my friends were there.
Man. How can I be that honest. Scratch that last bit please.
But relax. I didn't kill anyone, anything, or any bit of my skin.
Then Friday. I walked out of class!
Well it was mainly due to NTUC Aunty being seriously irritating. Well many agreed with that.
I am not to be blamed. (ever.)
Then for some reason. I finished quite a lot of Haagendazs this week already. Oh yeah.
I lost my wallet too. Bought a new one. Love the new one. But still. the old one remains etched. Ahh. Sounds gay.
I'm like those junk collectors. Although the thing is totally worthless, for some reason some part of you doesnt want to throw it away. And yet there's nothing much you can do with it. So you stuff it at one high corner in your house, hoping no one will find it.
But one day it will fall, land on your head. And probably kill you.
I went to the church today. Met some new people. Didnt quite start well. Mainly due to the mind being switched off. Switch off the phone. Hmmmmmm. I can't remember what happened really.
I played a bit of ball there. Then went with Wilfred to the interchange. Can't find my friends. So I went home grumpily. Got a new wallet. Yay.
Well. Then after that. Watched a bit of comedy. Talked a bit.
Then stuffed ice cream like mad. My sister's advice is really working. The only side-effect is the fatty stuff inside. And the cost of it. Damn it.
Now I'm wondering whether to eat dinner at home. Or go have a feast. Well. Dont' blame me. Blame the colors swirling in my mind. Oh yeah. Boddah. You ought to know. I've been thinking alot. Which is not very good, because it taxes my already very damaged brain. Haha.
Bless me on my Op. Boddah.
That's all folks
Good Night.
There's this thing called patience, what is it? Lol.
SiYuan at 7:10 PM Just had a 3 hour phone chat.
Brilliant.
Just in time for Chelsea and Loserpool's game too.
Beat them, Chelsea.
Then lose to us in Athens.
Btw.
Don't oversleep.
That's all folks
Goooooooooood Day.
SiYuan at 12:30 AM Weird is the word that can be used to describe this week.
Weird is the word.
I find myself in need of a surgery for something that is minor.
Hello. A drill in the gum. Take out the hidden trouble tooth. Then clean the thing. And leave a gaping hole.
Can't be that difficult. *shivers*
Add to that. Consistent bleeding. Unable to eat stuff for a day. And definitely the chance that my blood won't clot and I die of excessive bleeding.
Of course. That might happen. So before I die. I shall do a lot of stuff I havent done before.
Like waking up on time.
Haha. It's a really tough job doing that. I never wake up ON time. I always wake up before, or after time. On time would be like 5am sharp. I got to try that one day. Maybe I shall feign sleep when I am already awake at 4:50. Then wake up at 5am.
That'll work. Haha.
English and Chinese Paper 1 was not a breeze. But it wasnt' that hard either.
I have Social Studies and EL Paper 2 Tomorrow. God damn it. There's so much crap to memorize for Social Studies. It's like history over and over again. And guess what.
Social Studies is actually reinvented common sense. Portrayed in a very chim way.
What's the use of good leader? To run the country well la. Common sense? Duh.
Haha. I went to mug with Yi Mei, Lynette yesterday. Wen Xun went to arcade without me. Damn him. Haha.
Then throughout the thing, we were chatting and chatting. It was the first time I really mugged. Not to spectacular effect. But it's good to take baby steps.
Then after that went to eat Mos Burger. Yum. Cheese Spicy Burger.
Come to think of it. I hardly hang out with my V Gang anymore. It's almost like it's non-existent. Lol. Perhaps after the exams it'll come back in power again.
or not.
Of course. My nature is to hang out with one person only. And only one.
It feels more dedicated and concentrated.
Oh yeah. I got scammed of my 2 days time. That Call of Duty 3 was in French. Damn the group who uploaded it. Told me it was EN-SP-FR. It was just french. Can't change the language either.
Now have to wait another few days for the US one. Damnnn it.
Scammers.
I owe the library $40 btw. Lol. wtf sia.
I've got this weird feeling that my hair will be cut in a few days time. Why? Why that feeling. Hmm..
That's all folks
Hershey's post next!
Good Night.
I want to go to the arcade with you. Lol
SiYuan at 5:01 PM Damn.
Can any kind soul teach me how to do A Maths for Cubit and Polynomial Equations.
Pleease?
I really suck at it.
Mr Lee is teaching at an almost blinding pace. You can almost see the flame scorching from his marker and his mouth.
He's that fast.
I really cannot catch up already after 1 week MC.
Oh yea.
Still have that damn Physics report to rush.
I wish I'm still a Sec 1.
Sec 1 with long pants.
mmmm.
No stress, slack like hell. Everyday can play football.
Man.
I really wish I was still a sec 1.
That's all folks
Good Night.
SiYuan at 8:06 PM
Now nothing to do.
Sian fuck.
Have what fun.
Have Wank.
That's all folks
Good fucking day.
SiYuan at 12:50 PM I'm feeling happy.
And I dont' know why.
However, the temperature(Sean Paul!) today has made me really frustrated. It seems as though there's a fly buzzing all around my head.
Or there's something crawling up my spine and down it again.
It's that feeling.
Like there's mini-sweat rolling down your skin, but when there's actually nothing.
It's your nerves playing tricks on you really.
And those things really made me very snappy.
But hey. I'm happy. So I'm Happy, and Snappy.
It was Friday the Thirteenth yesterday. And I didnt realise it till my teacher told me about it. I was like. Really?.
There was A Maths test yesterday. It's so damn hard. Mr Lee, the guy who's fond of calling me beauty nigger practically failed me. I finished only 4 questions. Damn.
It was quite a good day yesterday. Even though it was supposed to be a really unlucky one.
Some monster is supposed to be lurking in my dreams, some are supposed to be wearing ski masks and skulking me with a machete.
But none of that happened anyway. Ms Leong did scold me, for once.
Mr Lee(the geog one) told me that Ms Ow was so close to catching me again. But I was one move faster and made it to Mr Lee first.
Dinosaur was shocked that Mr Lee didnt scold me or punish me for anything.
Then after school I played in the rain with Andrew, Zhi Xiang and Andrew's friend.
Lol. It was just messing around. Trying out tricks and stuff like that. Zhi Xiang kept fouling Andrew. Made him really pissed. Haha. Then I was seriously wet. Went around the school looking for tissue paper. There was none.
Damn it. So I went to my usual spot again( not going to divulge that, for fear of.) and dried my shirt, socks and pants on the hand dryer. Yeah. For once I was down to my boxers in school.
Alright.
I still have one A Maths assignment left. One question left too. It's so hard. I'm going to fail A Maths all the way till I graduate.
Oh ya.
Continuing my chocolate post.
The second chocolate of the day.
That is.
Fer.
Hershey's Milk Chocolate!
This one is even cheaper. Costing only $1 at my local Econ Minimart. It's not surprising that it cost only $1. It doesnt really taste nice. But some people just like it.
Milk chocolate. Taste really sweet. And by right, one should really enjoy it because it's very sweet. But most people dont' like milk chocolate.
Not because it's too sweet. But because it's too. Default. Too similar to what you have tasted in the past. I bet the first chocolate you ever ate was a milk chocolate. Yeah.
Similarity to life?. Hmm. Let's see.
Look at yourself. There must be one person. Or two who treats you unconditionally nice. But somehow, you take it for granted. Just like the milk chocolate. I dont think I'll ever miss the milk chocolate.
But somehow I wished I had one when I had only 80 cents left that day. Not being able to buy one.
You'll somehow Hui(3) Bu(4) Dang(1) Chu(1) about the person.
So cherish what you have. Be it milk chocolate or chocolate and cookie.
Haha
That's allllll folks.
Good Afternoon.
sian sian sian. screw up again.
SiYuan at 11:38 AM Innnntroducing..
My class botaks!
That's all folks..
Good night.
SiYuan at 7:00 PM
Tells it all really.
Man Utd 7 : Roma 1
Hahaha.
Owned.
I say owned.!
I actually watched the classic match.
It was out of the world, really.
OUT OF THE WORLD!
Hahaha. Poo and Shitteh fans. Drown in your gloom!
Hahaha.
Alright.
let me post about some stuff.
Mr Lee is getting very racist nowadays.
He calls me a "nigger" openly in class, and bullied Aqil because he's my so called "brother".
It isnt a a crime to be tanned! Haha.
Bollywood rules. Really.
My second consecutive night watching Vasanatham movies. They have real classics there.
Will make you laugh till your abdoms start cramping.
I'm en route to become a really good student.
I'm really quiet in class nowadays, unlike the E3 days. And also I always do my work, except my E maths though. (and chinese).
I dont have much to do after school, except play footie with the lads. On a scorching hot day like this, my shoes are burning holes. I can smell the burning rubber sole. Damn.
I dont want to have a black and burnt sole, though it might fit in against the rest of the body.
Haha. I can feel the touch coming back. I'm resting balls on my feet like cushions. But my shooting. Piss poor. Come on George Best. Let your spirit possess my feet.
I shall remain true to my ambition. One step at a time. Au Heil Si Yuan.
That's all folks.
Gooood Night.
SiYuan at 8:49 PM Sian.
There was Napfa on Thursday.
Dreadful, really.
I skipped it. With my MC.
But went there and gloated at the people struggling with their exercises.
Hahaha.
Helped alot of them cheat too, especially at the Sit and Reach section.
The Sports Leaders are all sec 1s, so they're pretty cool about it.
God knows what'll happen if it was a sec 3.
Bon tried to cheat at SBJ. He got 100cm. LOL.
Then he tried to change it to 2.7m. But Kuang Jun found out. And he was very pissed.
Siannn.
Went to gym on Saturday. There were many many many mountains there. By mountains, I meant huge top, nothing underneath.
Must be too jacked on steroids.
One of the guy's biceps was bigger than my head!
Ahhhh.
Sian.
That's all folks
Good Night
SiYuan at 8:57 PM
Enough of the Boddah crap.
Lol.
I went to the polyclinic today.
Queued up and waited for at least 2 hours. Finally saw the doctor. Old man. Checked me for 5 minutes.
Just asked me questions and poked my stomach. Wow. So pro. Can find out what's wrong with me.
Singapore's Medical Level has definitely rose. Last time they used to do dental surgeries raw. Without any anaesthetic.
Then waited to get medicine. Another 1/2 hr. Surely the waiting time can shorten. I should have gone to a private clinic. It would have been 100 times faster.
Alright.
Today is really boring.
I need Ice Cream.
But I can't eat it.
Daaaamn it.
One by one.
My friends all succumb to stress. Heh.
I find eating the best way to relieve them. Next to blowing your top.
Haha. Both are quite bad ways.
I shall go for training tomorrow. Perhaps break a leg or two.
That's all folks
Good Night
Labels: last man standing.
SiYuan at 8:07 PM Alright.
Here I am.
Writing to my childhood imaginary friend, Boddah. Which really isnt Buddha.
But just Boddah. No. I'm not going to suicide anytime soon or put a shotgun to my head.
Rest In Peace, Kurt Cobain.
Dear Boddah.
This week has been the rocks. Heh. Although to be honest I dare say I put up quite a happy front.
Alright. Maybe some people got the repercussions of it. A minor bit of the blast I had.
I mean. How is it possible to feel
Guilty, yet sorry for yourself?
It's like a kidnapper going for trial, feeling guilty after seeing the faces of the family of the person he kidnapped and probably killed, but yet felt sorry for himself.
That's just oxymoronic(secret clique word).
I dont' know. Man. This is really weird.
Let me start from last Thursday.
I went bonkers for a while. Really. It was at a place in school far from people's eyes. But well. Some of my friends were there.
Man. How can I be that honest. Scratch that last bit please.
But relax. I didn't kill anyone, anything, or any bit of my skin.
Then Friday. I walked out of class!
Well it was mainly due to NTUC Aunty being seriously irritating. Well many agreed with that.
I am not to be blamed. (ever.)
Then for some reason. I finished quite a lot of Haagendazs this week already. Oh yeah.
I lost my wallet too. Bought a new one. Love the new one. But still. the old one remains etched. Ahh. Sounds gay.
I'm like those junk collectors. Although the thing is totally worthless, for some reason some part of you doesnt want to throw it away. And yet there's nothing much you can do with it. So you stuff it at one high corner in your house, hoping no one will find it.
But one day it will fall, land on your head. And probably kill you.
I went to the church today. Met some new people. Didnt quite start well. Mainly due to the mind being switched off. Switch off the phone. Hmmmmmm. I can't remember what happened really.
I played a bit of ball there. Then went with Wilfred to the interchange. Can't find my friends. So I went home grumpily. Got a new wallet. Yay.
Well. Then after that. Watched a bit of comedy. Talked a bit.
Then stuffed ice cream like mad. My sister's advice is really working. The only side-effect is the fatty stuff inside. And the cost of it. Damn it.
Now I'm wondering whether to eat dinner at home. Or go have a feast. Well. Dont' blame me. Blame the colors swirling in my mind. Oh yeah. Boddah. You ought to know. I've been thinking alot. Which is not very good, because it taxes my already very damaged brain. Haha.
Bless me on my Op. Boddah.
That's all folks
Good Night.
There's this thing called patience, what is it? Lol.
SiYuan at 7:10 PM Just had a 3 hour phone chat.
Brilliant.
Just in time for Chelsea and Loserpool's game too.
Beat them, Chelsea.
Then lose to us in Athens.
Btw.
Don't oversleep.
That's all folks
Goooooooooood Day.
SiYuan at 12:30 AM Weird is the word that can be used to describe this week.
Weird is the word.
I find myself in need of a surgery for something that is minor.
Hello. A drill in the gum. Take out the hidden trouble tooth. Then clean the thing. And leave a gaping hole.
Can't be that difficult. *shivers*
Add to that. Consistent bleeding. Unable to eat stuff for a day. And definitely the chance that my blood won't clot and I die of excessive bleeding.
Of course. That might happen. So before I die. I shall do a lot of stuff I havent done before.
Like waking up on time.
Haha. It's a really tough job doing that. I never wake up ON time. I always wake up before, or after time. On time would be like 5am sharp. I got to try that one day. Maybe I shall feign sleep when I am already awake at 4:50. Then wake up at 5am.
That'll work. Haha.
English and Chinese Paper 1 was not a breeze. But it wasnt' that hard either.
I have Social Studies and EL Paper 2 Tomorrow. God damn it. There's so much crap to memorize for Social Studies. It's like history over and over again. And guess what.
Social Studies is actually reinvented common sense. Portrayed in a very chim way.
What's the use of good leader? To run the country well la. Common sense? Duh.
Haha. I went to mug with Yi Mei, Lynette yesterday. Wen Xun went to arcade without me. Damn him. Haha.
Then throughout the thing, we were chatting and chatting. It was the first time I really mugged. Not to spectacular effect. But it's good to take baby steps.
Then after that went to eat Mos Burger. Yum. Cheese Spicy Burger.
Come to think of it. I hardly hang out with my V Gang anymore. It's almost like it's non-existent. Lol. Perhaps after the exams it'll come back in power again.
or not.
Of course. My nature is to hang out with one person only. And only one.
It feels more dedicated and concentrated.
Oh yeah. I got scammed of my 2 days time. That Call of Duty 3 was in French. Damn the group who uploaded it. Told me it was EN-SP-FR. It was just french. Can't change the language either.
Now have to wait another few days for the US one. Damnnn it.
Scammers.
I owe the library $40 btw. Lol. wtf sia.
I've got this weird feeling that my hair will be cut in a few days time. Why? Why that feeling. Hmm..
That's all folks
Hershey's post next!
Good Night.
I want to go to the arcade with you. Lol
SiYuan at 5:01 PM Damn.
Can any kind soul teach me how to do A Maths for Cubit and Polynomial Equations.
Pleease?
I really suck at it.
Mr Lee is teaching at an almost blinding pace. You can almost see the flame scorching from his marker and his mouth.
He's that fast.
I really cannot catch up already after 1 week MC.
Oh yea.
Still have that damn Physics report to rush.
I wish I'm still a Sec 1.
Sec 1 with long pants.
mmmm.
No stress, slack like hell. Everyday can play football.
Man.
I really wish I was still a sec 1.
That's all folks
Good Night.
SiYuan at 8:06 PM
Fuck la. Tio jack by both sides.
Now nothing to do.
Sian fuck.
Have what fun.
Have Wank.
That's all folks
Good fucking day.
SiYuan at 12:50 PM I'm feeling happy.
And I dont' know why.
However, the temperature(Sean Paul!) today has made me really frustrated. It seems as though there's a fly buzzing all around my head.
Or there's something crawling up my spine and down it again.
It's that feeling.
Like there's mini-sweat rolling down your skin, but when there's actually nothing.
It's your nerves playing tricks on you really.
And those things really made me very snappy.
But hey. I'm happy. So I'm Happy, and Snappy.
It was Friday the Thirteenth yesterday. And I didnt realise it till my teacher told me about it. I was like. Really?.
There was A Maths test yesterday. It's so damn hard. Mr Lee, the guy who's fond of calling me beauty nigger practically failed me. I finished only 4 questions. Damn.
It was quite a good day yesterday. Even though it was supposed to be a really unlucky one.
Some monster is supposed to be lurking in my dreams, some are supposed to be wearing ski masks and skulking me with a machete.
But none of that happened anyway. Ms Leong did scold me, for once.
Mr Lee(the geog one) told me that Ms Ow was so close to catching me again. But I was one move faster and made it to Mr Lee first.
Dinosaur was shocked that Mr Lee didnt scold me or punish me for anything.
Then after school I played in the rain with Andrew, Zhi Xiang and Andrew's friend.
Lol. It was just messing around. Trying out tricks and stuff like that. Zhi Xiang kept fouling Andrew. Made him really pissed. Haha. Then I was seriously wet. Went around the school looking for tissue paper. There was none.
Damn it. So I went to my usual spot again( not going to divulge that, for fear of.) and dried my shirt, socks and pants on the hand dryer. Yeah. For once I was down to my boxers in school.
Alright.
I still have one A Maths assignment left. One question left too. It's so hard. I'm going to fail A Maths all the way till I graduate.
Oh ya.
Continuing my chocolate post.
The second chocolate of the day.
That is.
Fer.
Hershey's Milk Chocolate!
This one is even cheaper. Costing only $1 at my local Econ Minimart. It's not surprising that it cost only $1. It doesnt really taste nice. But some people just like it.
Milk chocolate. Taste really sweet. And by right, one should really enjoy it because it's very sweet. But most people dont' like milk chocolate.
Not because it's too sweet. But because it's too. Default. Too similar to what you have tasted in the past. I bet the first chocolate you ever ate was a milk chocolate. Yeah.
Similarity to life?. Hmm. Let's see.
Look at yourself. There must be one person. Or two who treats you unconditionally nice. But somehow, you take it for granted. Just like the milk chocolate. I dont think I'll ever miss the milk chocolate.
But somehow I wished I had one when I had only 80 cents left that day. Not being able to buy one.
You'll somehow Hui(3) Bu(4) Dang(1) Chu(1) about the person.
So cherish what you have. Be it milk chocolate or chocolate and cookie.
Haha
That's allllll folks.
Good Afternoon.
sian sian sian. screw up again.
SiYuan at 11:38 AM Innnntroducing..
My class botaks!
That's all folks..
Good night.
SiYuan at 7:00 PM
Tells it all really.
Man Utd 7 : Roma 1
Hahaha.
Owned.
I say owned.!
I actually watched the classic match.
It was out of the world, really.
OUT OF THE WORLD!
Hahaha. Poo and Shitteh fans. Drown in your gloom!
Hahaha.
Alright.
let me post about some stuff.
Mr Lee is getting very racist nowadays.
He calls me a "nigger" openly in class, and bullied Aqil because he's my so called "brother".
It isnt a a crime to be tanned! Haha.
Bollywood rules. Really.
My second consecutive night watching Vasanatham movies. They have real classics there.
Will make you laugh till your abdoms start cramping.
I'm en route to become a really good student.
I'm really quiet in class nowadays, unlike the E3 days. And also I always do my work, except my E maths though. (and chinese).
I dont have much to do after school, except play footie with the lads. On a scorching hot day like this, my shoes are burning holes. I can smell the burning rubber sole. Damn.
I dont want to have a black and burnt sole, though it might fit in against the rest of the body.
Haha. I can feel the touch coming back. I'm resting balls on my feet like cushions. But my shooting. Piss poor. Come on George Best. Let your spirit possess my feet.
I shall remain true to my ambition. One step at a time. Au Heil Si Yuan.
That's all folks.
Gooood Night.
SiYuan at 8:49 PM Sian.
There was Napfa on Thursday.
Dreadful, really.
I skipped it. With my MC.
But went there and gloated at the people struggling with their exercises.
Hahaha.
Helped alot of them cheat too, especially at the Sit and Reach section.
The Sports Leaders are all sec 1s, so they're pretty cool about it.
God knows what'll happen if it was a sec 3.
Bon tried to cheat at SBJ. He got 100cm. LOL.
Then he tried to change it to 2.7m. But Kuang Jun found out. And he was very pissed.
Siannn.
Went to gym on Saturday. There were many many many mountains there. By mountains, I meant huge top, nothing underneath.
Must be too jacked on steroids.
One of the guy's biceps was bigger than my head!
Ahhhh.
Sian.
That's all folks
Good Night
SiYuan at 8:57 PM