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Monday, May 28, 2007

Hello hello hello.

Hold up a sec. I'm distracted by music.

Alright. I'm done. Just finished watching The Usual Suspects. Cooooool film. Just like Ocean series, perhaps even better plot wise.

Hmm. Let's see. Yesterday I went to this huge thing at the Stadium. Not as big as the Singapore matches, I must say. But relatively huge.

It was hot. Very very hot. Hot as in temperature, not bods or something. And yes, it was AWWWWFULLY boring. Meh. I dont know why. It doesnt excite me. Doesnt get my heart going. Slows it down, slowly slowly. Like water droplets slowly forming a puddle. And then, there goes my consciousness. And I became half-dead.

The thing is, I wasnt even totally awake at first. So you can imagine that how close I was to a deep slumber. Then went for supper with them after that. Ah. 105 bus missed me. I didnt miss it. Had to take a cab in the end. Waste money. Daaamn.

Don't think I'll be on for something like that anytime soon. I have better ways to shave time. What a weird way to put it. Shave time.

Hmm. Bet some one y'all are waiting for me to post some juicy details about my personal life.

Nah. Fat hope. My wall is working again. It's talking back!


That's all folks

Good Night.

SiYuan at 4:56 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

I'm gonna step into the bad side.


Okay.

I have just configured my photoshop again.

Went Friendster hopping.

Lol. It's amazing how some people can get so retarded.

Okay. Let's talk about today.

I got back my papers. At least 3 of them.

The day started on a sullen note, I trudged heavy footsteps as I walked towards the teacher's table to collect my EL papers.

OH! What the hell. I passed. Lol.

It got even worse during Chem. I thought I failed. Then again, I went up with a heavy heart.

OH! What the hell. I passed. Lol.

It was even more surprising during Emaths. Today is clearly my day. I should've gone to gamble or something. I would have won everything.

OH! What the hell. I passed again. Lol.

Alright. This is a bit of a pisstake.

Was supposed to go to have my blood sucked out, examined and given back to me today. But due to unconsidered fatigue, I had to excuse myself. There's no school tomorrow anyway.

Yeah. I think I'll take pictures of myself getting stabbed multiple times. With an inch thick needle. Or maybe not. Haha.

Posting at the caf has made me a little bit British-fied. That isnt' what I want, actually. I'm supposed to be very fluent in Hokkien, Chinese, and words that you'll hardly hear from your parents. And actually, I am.

Waiting for my copy of Eddie Murphy's Delirious to arrive. May be able to get some clues from that funny man. Lol. Watched Dreamgirls today, fantastic. Eddie Murphy was top class in it. Top Class.

Oh yeah.

There was photo taking today too. Funny stuff. Haha. Miss Ow combed down my hair, and went "Now I'll have to be your mother".

Then I was like. "Happy mother's day".

Lol. She gave a look of. disgust before strodding away.

Oh yeah.

Time for another chocolate post. But just not yet. I'm not ready yet.

Speaking of being ready, I dont' think I am ready at all. For those of you who knows what I'm talking about, good for you.

Well. I got to be happy with myself before I am ready. Which I am, actually. I'm contented with myself. Well. That's the guy I have to live with for the rest of my life, if I'm actually not happy with him, I'll have to kill myself.

Alright.

That's all folks.

Oh yeah.

Stop laughing you knobs.

Good Night.

SiYuan at 1:11 AM

Friday, May 11, 2007

Okay.

Exams are finally over. damn it.


It was such a torture. Mugging 3 straight days.

It does make you a little quirky.

I can't wait to play football again. Only problem is the swell on my foot. It has become smaller, no doubt about it. But it's still a damn swell.

But still. I can still play with the lads. Although it hurt a little.

Oh yeah.

CAMPIONES~ United Campiones!

Eat that. Chelski.


Okay la.

I got a bit testy also. I believe that I've lost all sense of patience, therefore, I have become reckless.

Not reckless like a drunk Christopher Lee, but reckless in the sense that there's no consequences felt for what I do anymore.

I do feel for a need for a change. Perhaps shave my head. Or something.

I need a change.


A good change.


That's all folks.

Good Night.

SiYuan at 11:32 PM

Monday, May 07, 2007

What else should I be
All apologies
What else should I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write
I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies




Alright. That's a really nice song from Nirvana.

It's called All Apologies. I dont know why. It sorts of hits me in a way. Like I can kinda derive from the lyrics some form of "Nirvanic" crap.

Yeah. That's a new word I've formed. Can be ranked side by side with "misunderestimate"


Let's see what was on lately.


Sunday. Hmm. I went to play football with the BAY people. Man. It was supposed to be a damn friendly. So I popped in 2 panadols extra fast act. And I prayed that it would work.

it did. until the friendly turned into a hostile match after the guy who's supposed to mark me fell down twice. Lol.

I nearly laughed when he fell down. Then I remembered it was a "friendly".

Not much action, except flying 5-6 foot into the air and somersaulting.

Missed two clear chances. I'm really disappointed with myself.

I mean seriously. I feel like I've let the team down or something.

I'll be back for revenge!

Haha.

Then there's EMATHS and PHYSICS today.

Quite okay la. Not as hard as I thought it would be. Then again, I said the same for papers that I later failed.

Maybe I'm misunderestimating the papers. Hmm...

Alright.

That's all folks.

Just one last question.

What is patience?.

I seem to be losing them in a rapid rate and yet I don't know what it is.

I'm having some sort of a Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde thing. There's like two types of Me.

Which is. Me. And . Me.

Lol. Oh yeah. I'm an irritating cunt too. Haha.

Good Night.

SiYuan at 9:03 PM