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As you will, we lost today. Yes, indeed. Kudos big time to Barcelona, we were outplayed and outclassed. It wasnt' very deserved, and I see spanish cunts, but hey, it's over. This brings me back to my second point, I gotta take charge of my change too. Starting it by parting with what I endear most to me. Thats' all folks Good night SiYuan at 4:53 AM Far too long, far far too long I've been out of the game. That angst, that emotion disappeared almost totally for a year. There is no big wonder why I became what I did for a while. It was the challenge, the risk, the fun sucked out of me. Everyone noticed that, that that that. That no more, I'm back wiggas. Coming up, comedy gold. That's all folks Good night SiYuan at 10:39 PM Schizophrenia, who are you? What are you? You exist as a mirror to the world, become what everyone wants to be, you my friend, a chameleon of various colors, a whole wide world of personalities, fake. Some say you're a nutter, type of butter that we eat for supper. (it makes total sense if you think) I say, things aren't relapsing, world goes round and round and round baby right round like a record right round. You are saying to yourself right now, "WAIT! This is not what I paid for to come here to see! This is not why I typed www.foolball.blogspot.com!" I say, read between the lines. I'm strong, like a rock in the torrential waves. Nothing fazes me, but you become a boring shit, you become trapped in that rock, you really want to move around, thrown about, get lost, go on roads of no return, hide from Mas Selamat(no more). Yet, where art thou? Like a fossil, big fucking fossil. Looks great, looks cool, fantastic, mystery, history, asshole. Yes, all that but so what? It'll just be like the museum, see but non-touch, you can't experience it, only visual and audio orgasmic bliss. (You can't get pregnant through webcam, unless your Internet Service Provider allows you to send spermatoza over) Wham Bam Bam Bam Lamp Lamb Whamp Damn. I havent felt like this for sometime. It's the feeling of, adventure readers. It's not a high, or adrenaline rush. It's something else, prides itself on fueling you through whatever you do, and takes all social conditioning all the way out. (ask melvin at pasir ris). Si si. I must say, words can't really describe the complete rollercoaster I did. Corkscrew, Tempest, Hell Raiser? Screw tempt raise. Yes, I did break every single law and rules in the Black Book of S. Every single thing oblierated by one innocuous irrational sentence. Yes, I did expect what's going to be coming on. Yet, Vini Vidi. Verci? Not yet. The thing about finding out that, there is a snowflake out there exactly your shape, is astounding. I managed to find my own smell finally today. Suddenly. I had the idea of pouring the perfume all over me, drowning myself until 1:00. We're just prdinary people, it isnt about visual pleasure anymore, it's secondary. Neither is it sensory or audio. It is that connection, dangerous. Once you've tasted the Apple it sets the devil alight in your tiny hearts. Though I may have killed myself, Lucifer lives.(just a metaphor, dont read too much into it) hello everyone, it's me, jake. that's all folks good night. or morning? SiYuan at 5:21 AM Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented.Loves special things. Moody. That's me in a few words. I suppose if you believe half the things on facebook quiz, it's addictive mind. There's something called the Forer effect, that I've experienced first hand on "personality tests" and such. I guess everyone just wants to take a look at the mirror, wants self-awareness and be able to carry it out. Such wants become a self-fulfilling prophesy, you actually try to act that way. Interesting.. We are all prdinary people, Furious! however is on another level. That man's a genius, give him some gold already! For those who have no idea what I'm on about, check this link out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yUSVUYFUF_M (start from 3:00 for best effect) Totally terrific, right near the top of my bucket list will be that. Heh the doggystyle dance. Time to start introducing myself black. What kinda music is that though, sounds like something my funky 3 year old brother will compose on the fisherprice ting-a-lingling. Check out the way he drags the girl totally with "wtf?" Personal hero, no doubt. Social awareness 0, Delusional confidence 100. What people dont know, is that it's delusional. They take it you're of a higher ground to act like that in public, where rules are set to stop you from moving. He took it, broke it with a hammer and spit on it. \m/ Ending this with a, let's hope 35th SC moves and grooves smoothly. That's all folks Good night (no more comedy gold ):) SiYuan at 8:30 AM |
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